Suicide i need help?

i need help i know no one cares im not emo or nothing im 23 sick of life i have nothing going for me at all and my fam hates me and how do i know well they tell me all the time . i cant read i cant write i cant spell i was in slow cling all trow school my grade levels of learning are no more than 3rd grade and under i cant keep a job because i cant foces or pay any attain or remember anything i have back problums and i have no insurance and i have no girlfriend becasue im two nice of an guy thought u would never heir that one huh its true some gurls just do not like guys that do every and anything for them . im do a suicide befor im 24 wiitch is in 4 months nov 6 i'll be 24 if i live that long what is the fastes and easyest way to do it with out feeling it