Help with this dream?

i've been having this recurring dream that i am really pionately in love with this boy that i was best friends with as a child. like, really really in love, and in the dream we're ina relationship together. i'm not really in love with him in real life, but when i wake up out of the dream i get the feeling that i am, then i realize it was only a dream. and i've had it twice now. what is my subconscious trying to tell me?