I'm so jealous of women, what should I do?

there is no reason to be jealous. god made you a certain way for a reason. so i think you should go with it :] wear what you want to wear, feel how you want to feel. nobody is stopping you from being who you want to be. only you are. if i personally knew you and was your friend i would be there for you every step of the way! best wishes to you!